Friday 15 March 2013

I WENT TO A FUNERAL TODAY FOR A BLOKE WHO I SAW ONLY FOUR WEEKS AGO, LIFE OF THE PARTY, GENUINELY NICE FELLA . . . . STABBED HIMSELF IN THE HEART THREE TIMES, TOLD THE PARAMEDICS TO LET HIM DIE . . . . I THOUGHT AT THE AGE OF FIFTY I WOULD'VE SEEN THE LAST OF THE MANY SUICIDES THAT HAVE INFECTED MY LIFE, WRONG . . . . IT'S ALWAYS THE FOLK YOU THINK MOST UNLIKELY . . . . IF YOU'RE DEPRESSED, TELL YOUR FUCKING MATES !!!

THESE ARE THE TWO SONGS HIS FAMILY CHOSE TO PLAY AT THE SERVICE . . . . LOVE YA PETE AND WILL MISS YOU ALWAYS . . . . BUT IF YOU WERE STILL HERE, I'D SLAP YOU IN THE FACE !!!
IT'S ALWAYS THE PEOPLE LEFT BEHIND WHO PAY THE LIFELONG PENALTY FOR SUICIDE, AND, HAVING BEEN AT THE BOTTOM OF A BLACK HOLE WITH A BIG BLACK DOG ON BOTH SHOULDERS SOME EIGHT YEARS AGO, I KNOW FIRST HAND, ON MEDS FOR LIFE BUT AT LEAST I'M STABLE AND HAPPY . . . . IT'S EASY TO AVOID THIS SHIT IN MOST INSTANCES, PUT YOUR TRUST IN THOSE YOU LOVE AND SEE A QUACK, THINGS CAN TURN AROUND . . . . IT JUST PISSES ME OFF . . . . COMMUNICATE . . . . PLEASE.

5 comments:

  1. I'm sorry for your loss. Suicide is brutal and violent.
    It's unfair but the only way is acceptance for the entourage.

    Courage Dog.

    Ollie.

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  2. mr williams, sorry mate, you have spilled your gut's, nothing to do with me or anyone else, a very private thing for you and your friend's family, heartfelt and a very brave post, respect due to you and my condolences to your bro's family, i've known a few soul's who have chosen this way to ease the pain and like you say, it's the kin who end up asking the question 'why?'

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  3. Tough deal man. Sorry to hear that.
    Seems so senseless.

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  4. Whoa.....sorry to hear about that. You're right about it being bad for those left behind.Been through too much of that myself. Never makes sense...Have a safe weekend man

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  5. Thanks guys and dolls, appreciate the thoughts.

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